I am sick of people telling me that love will come when I'm not looking. That's when I don't need it! Why can't I find love when I need it? When I need to be held? To be told that everything will turn out okay, that I'm beautiful. When I need to be appreciated. Why would I need to find love when I'm happy enough by myself? It's ridiculous and fucked up. Why don't people realize sometimes that's just what people need? And they shouldn't keep it back. Things could be worse, though. I cou
Tangled Wishes
Aren't you scared, though???
Listen, I am busy. I hang out with friends all the fricking time. I do homework all the fricking time. I go bowling, to games, all that stuff. I sing. I'm fucking busy. Don't think I'm not. I am distracted. It's hard when you're surrounded by couples, huh? Whatever.
Sorry guys! I just get so frustrated sometimes. I don't know...
I want to know why you always look so lonely I'm falling for someone who doesn't even know me Here I wish that you would just hold me Someone inside is screaming for you to own me Why is it men are always one above or one below me? These are the things I'm wishing you'd show me But I can't tell if you even want to know me Here's another. Sorry these are kinda psychologically sick, like me! Yay! I can't stop thinking About a boy I've met I keep t
I just sometimes wonder what I'm doing wrong. What AM I doing wrong? I think nothing, but then sometimes it's like, God it has to be me. Y'all should read my most recent post, I think it explains things better. I hope men aren't FUCKING IDIOTS. That would change a lot of things for me.
That is a cute poem, and I know what you're saying. Love is strange, isn't it? :S ~Anne
Thanks! ~Anne
The sky is blue, the wind is blowing, it feels like a nice day over all. Pretty soon (within two months) birds will be chirping, trees will be budding, and everyone will be holding hands. Happy couples will be welcoming the warm weather for picnics, hiking, outings. You know the story. I already see happy couples everywhere I look. It seems as though they're trying to shove it in my face, "Haha, we're happy, we've found someone, you're a loser, all by yourself." I've never bee
Ok, I think I'm pretty cute. But I don't understand. I do not know one guy who is even kind of interested in me. Not a soul!! With the exception of Ben Uno, not a single male here in Morris has ever even looked at me twice. And I'm cute!! But maybe I'm not?? Because uglier people are getting boyfriends... And girlfriends... And where am I in this? On the sidelines! Watching! Not even getting ANY offers! And I'm sweet. I smile. I'm friendly. I talk to people. But still nothing. What the hell
I AM an aquarius!! How wild!!! Yay!!
GET A DVD PLAYER NOW!!!
I believe in fairies, too. And your little poem was good. I like poems. :-)
Hey we all love sex!! And if we don't we fucking should, damn it!!!
Well guys I thought it necessary to add that I've added a new list, of reasons why I like myself, explaining everything. :)
GEMCITYJOE!!! I'M AN AQUARIUS! FEBRUARY 4!! AH! That's very very crazy, huh? :D
Well, I felt a need to add a list of my very own. I apologize for the confusion I made with my last article (44 reasons, or how ever many they were). I labeled it incorrectly. I started a short list in my diary that I expanded online, and in my diary I named it "Reasons why guys should find me attractive." Sorry about the confusion. The following is a list of reasons why I like myself, because I DON'T rate myself the same way as I feel men would rate me, in the previous article. Does that make s
Reasons I'm cute enough (and SHOULD be) for guys: 1: I have straight, WHITE teeth 2: I have a gorgeous smile 3: I have kissable, big, soft lips 4: My eyes are dark and mysterious 5: My skin is relatively clear--no bad acne! 6: My hair is freaking beautiful-long, brown, and soft as hell! 7: I have gorgeous dark skin 8: I'm a lovely singer 9: I have curves-- NICE ass and visible tits 10: I always smell scrumptious 11: My skin is silky smooth 12:
Before I start, I suppose I should explain. The following is a list of things I've always wanted to do before I die. Some of them I have done, some of them I have not. I guess it's kind of like a personal goals list, only it won't be TERRIBLE if I don't get them all done by the time I'm 70. It's just one of those things. Read on, and see which ones you've done, or want to. And just so you know, I'll probably be adding new ones like, every day. ~Anne Before I die, I want to:
Here I am in Morris again. Damn it! I don't want to be here! I'm so far from home :( And money :( This sucks. Actually it's really not that bad. I am going to miss my bed and my dog amd my friends, and especially my MAMA... but besides that I'm not that bad off. I mean, now I don't have to see either Megan, Ben, or his family EVERY FREAKING DAY. But on the other hand now I WILL have homework. In all honesty, though, I'd way rather be doing homework than seeing BEN EVERY DAY. Or, yeah. But anyway
Okay that was hilarious. I think I laughed the loudest at the Tic Tac/poison control one. My God, some things are so terrible, but I just want to do them! Terrible! Hehe
I'm going back to school on Sunday. In two days. I definitely don't have enough time in two days to get done what I wanted to get done during break. I haven't even had a hair cut!!! I don't have coke, I need more weed, and I haven't called: Trevor, Dennis, Ryan, Stacy, Shannon, or Amber; and I haven't partied with my sister, and I just haven't done enough! I didn't go skiiing, or sledding!!! Ah! Second semester is falling down on me like a black cloud!!! Just kidding. Well, spring semes
I walked into the diner, not feeling too sure about my interview with Keila Katterson, the newest big celebrity. To be completely honest and off the record, I'm not really sure HOW she got famous, she just is. You know, one of those overnight sensations, and suddenly she's all over the place. I think she got a date with some big star to some awards show and after that everyone has been saying hi to her. Anyway, I wasn't sure how she would act. I'd seen her in other magazines, looking fancy, rich
Dear Joe, It's been a long time, hey old buddy? I'm listening to Metallica. I haven't listened to it more than maybe three times since with you. I'm listening to "The Unforgiven" and fighting tears. I miss you so much. I remember you were wearing your Metallica hat. I remember us listening to Metallica in your old Caddy. You had the hood ornament, too. Because you didn't have the car anymore :S First off, of course, you hit about five trees in Ben's yard, and then you hit a deer, or w