I agree with you. I tend to not go for the nice guys either. In fact, I can't honestly remember a single guy I've ended up actually DATING that was a categorical nice guy. Not on purpose, either. Wait, wait, I did date a nice guy very briefly. The sad thing is, I just couldn't handle it. I'm used to assholes. I know how to deal with them. I know how they work. It's the other ones that confuse me. That's why THIS hot chick dates asses, I don't know if that's true for any other babes, but it is fo
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This was cute... And I also wanted to wish you a very happy birthday, GemCityJoe!!! Hope it was a great one :) ~Anne
I woke up depressed today. I can't remember the last time that happened, no matter what happened the night before. I usually wake up with a smile, or at least a veil of confusion and forget. (Sleep's beautiful, huh?) But not today. So after my shower, I put some depression music on, and while listening to Manson's Man That You Fear, it hit me. Like a tidal wave. I got angry. Furious, really. When I get angry, it's not like I just say, God Damn it! When I'm angry, I'm REALLY angry. Like, deeply,
God I wasn't ready for any of this. I can't sleep, I'm physically ill, I feel like I have a fucking fever. I don't want to deal with this. I shouldn't have to. I should be able to sit in my own private fantasy for as long as I want, and that would be forever in my ideal world. Then I can pretend that nothing ever happened, that I'm NOT insanely and unmovably depressed... Well I can't go on in this stupid pretend mode. I gotta do it for Christ sakes and I gotta do it now. Even if I feel
Tonight was probably one of the most painful nights I've had in quite a while. It turns out Megan brought my depression blogs over to my mom, who called me up and more or less screamed at me and made me feel like shit. Like there's something wrong with the fact that I have depression issues, or something. Yeah I am doing fine now. Jesus Christ I don't even know what to say. So I emailed Megan, and damn it was so mature of me, even if she did so to spite me. God I'm so sick of this shit. I was ge
This was hilarious. I like reading those kind of things. The funniest thing is some people are just that stupid, that they need these instructions and what not!
I suppose there comes a time in everyone's life when they have to ask themselves that life-or-death important question: Who am I? To be completely honest with myself, and everyone else, I have no idea anymore. I don't even know how to define myself anymore. I'm so lost... I need my identity. But what is my identity? I wish I could answer that question. I wish I could wake up one morning and just know, who it is I am, what I like, what I want to do with myself, and a
Just wondering, have you ever thought of honesty? How about a simple, "sorry, I'm not interested?" Yeah that works a hell of a lot better, and at least then they won't hate you...
Rachel my love! You're terrible! Sometimes you really are.
Ok, someone replied to my "Many Reasons Why I'm Attractive" article, and called me a liar, and said half the things on my list are in my head. And then said I don't burp in front of guys. So I'm issuing a pissed-off reply. Damn it! I'm not a liar! 1 is true because I had braces for almost 2 years and my teeth are white, damn it. 2 is true well Jesus I like my smile! 3 YES I HAVE BIG SOFT LIPS! Sorry if I like them and I know I'm not the only one who does! 4 ok yes my
Hmm.... You know me? Ok, I'm gonna go over this list yet again... The only one that doesn't hold true is I can hold my liquor cause I puked last night. Ok ok ok I gotta make an article out of this. But how do you know me? You can't know me. You're the liar.
That was heartbreaking. I don't even have the words... I can't! Just heartbreaking.
Well, 5 months is a long time to be friends with a girl, and wanting her. I think it's cool. But dangerous, hey. Just saying, 5 months is a long time, and maybe she values your friendship too much... I have to be honest, I'm sorry! Things could work out, they sound as though they might, and making a move is the best thing. But if she should not... Well, I know it would probably be pretty bad, but you're young. If she's not right for you, then that's that. And maybe she would change her mind? Who
I started out this morning much like every other... Hit the snooze button enough times that I got about an extra 40 minutes of sleep, crawled out of bed, slunk into the shower, and got ready for the day ahead of me. Luckily I had time for a break, so I opened up the February issue of Glamour and read a few pages. Being a February issue, I was bombarded by tons of pink, red, and little hearts. My first big reminder that Valentines Day is approaching, and I, like many women out there, am still sin
Well, I guess I might as well confess the little story I painted isn't fiction, that's a relationship I once had. I'm over it.
Round is a shape?!? Oh dear me! You're terrible! I love it.
I think I love everyone... Right now at least. Jeez. It's never good to be drunk and read personal things people write about you. I'm glad my choices are broad... I can meet a million wonderful men out there! I want to meet them all. Rebound? Bah! I'm just out looking for love. I don't need rebound, not now... Amen and Much Love Anne
Yeah it's even more sick, Aaliyah and R. Kelly got married when she was like, 16. She might have even been 14. They got it annulled, but still. R. Kelly likes little girls, what can we say?
How many people out there have really cared about someone, didn't tell them, and lost them to another? How many of you have fallen for a friend, cared about them for ages, but were always too scared to let them know, too scared to find out what they thought, and lost them altogether? I'm sure that's happened to many of us. It's happened to me, in more ways than one. And when my dear friend Joe died, without knowing how much I appreciated him and loved him as a wonderful friend, I vowed that I wo
I've decided to make a list for all you hopefuls (haha) on what qualifications a guy needs to date me. I'm pretty sure on all of this, since I've dated like 50 people (Ok, not THAT many) and I know what I can't live without. First of all--Physical Attributes! I have to start out by saying most of these attributes aren't too flexible. I know what I want, and I'm pretty clear as to what I'm NOT interested in. Sorry to exclude anyone, but that's just the way I am. Hair: I prefer d
Well I've been getting advice from people that the most important thing in finding love is to find happiness within yourself. AHA! Then I'm in luck! I just won another battle with depression. It was tough, and I took a lot of blows, but I'm okay. No tell-tale scars this time around... It's weird to be okay. Of course, it's not the first time, or anything! It's just weird to see the sun after so many days of darkness. It's refreshing. And I feel good. Is it true happin
Oh, by the way! I was going to add this to another, but if anyone feels like talking to me, my email is [email protected], and I have MSN messenger. Sometimes I am a sweet girl! MSN-- [email protected]. Please feel free to talk to me, I love people!
Thanks, hon
I'm a charmer by nature. I always have been, it's just that for some long periods of time, I tend to turn this charm off and try to fend for myself. Lately, though, it seems as though I need it to get by. How so? Well, just read this and see if you don't fall in love with me, too. :D There are a million things I want to do with my life. I want to fall in love. I want to watch the sun come up in a lover's arms. I want to see the look in his eyes, the look where he can't get enough..
Oh dear me, don't get mistaken in thinking I'm actively selling myself for a date! I'm not doing anything in any way. I mean I'm not trying. Unless wishing counts... This article is more like a journal entry where I state my thoughts but not necessarily actions... I'm really not trying, or at least I don't think I am. I don't know how to try to get a date, in all honesty. And I haven't been on too many either. Random hook ups, yes, boyfriends, yes, but probably let's see... two or three real dat