Today when I realized how very fucked up my life has become I laughed. I laughed out loud. I like that I can find humor in the wreckage around me. I wonder when the rushing will leave my ears... Years have gone by and FINALLY I have choked on my tears till there is nothing left. Which, coincidentally, is true. Despite the fact that I despe
ps. i guess my hope to recover in a few minutes didn't work out as planned Stupid flu! Now, if only it would last til tomorrow so I don't have to work... But with my luck i'll feel fine in the morning
lol, Leaping Liz, Thank you
I am hungry, but I don't know if my stomach is stable enough to let me eat. So I have developed the "puke test" based on what happened to me earlier this morning. I was reading Ernest Hemingway and couldn't handle it, because it was all about alcohol and knew if I read even a word more I would puke. So I've decided if I can handle reading
I got the flu again in the middle of the night. grrrrreeeat thing to wake up to. Four am and i opened my eyes, thinking, hmm, something's not right here. What is it? I layed in bed for about five more minutes and it hit me. I had to puke. Augh! I just don't know where I stand with puke. I really think puke stories are hilarious, I could laugh at them and lis
One weekend during high school my friend J and Mo and I went shopping in Duluth. It was near Christmas and we were all stoned. We went to some store (Walmart, I think, but for some reason I want to say we went to the cloquet Walmart next, so I'm not too sure where trhe locations were.) and we were looking at shiny christmas decorations and J grunted really cr
I am Anne. Nice to meet you
! so funny.
I like this a lot. It sounds crabby, but it made me smile a lot. Those are funny traits to dislike and so easily hated, but we all know so many people who fall into those categories (or DO fall in them)!!
It was on the "insensitive media portrayal of rape in Margaret Atwood's 'Rape Fantasies'". Good memory
Reason Number One: The song Angie. TJ sang that song to me the night he broke my heart, only he changed the name to Anne (pronounced Annie, a nickname that my boys used to call me :x). I was too drunk to know the words, and when I looked them up the next day I cried for I don't know how long. "Anne you're beautiful, ain't it time we said goodbye? Ang
I think I wrote the best paper ever last Wednesday. I didn't turn it in until today, but even as I was writing it I thought "Damn is this good!" and turns out I was right. I went to meet with my professor today. We were supposed to have fifteen minute interviews with him and he was supposed to read our papers so we could turn in the corrected versions tomorro
The pot I have right now has so many red hairs that I could pack an entire oney full of them. It didn't really affect me at all when I was looking at it, I just thought to myself "well this weed is better than the last stuff I had" (bunk weed) but that was about. I mean, 50 an eighth is what nugs go for and who doesn't want to smoke nugs? I mean, I certainly want to,
I want to sit alone beside you tell you a story about a girl Not woman nor child Not saint nor sinner Not predator nor prey Just about a girl If you'll be so kind as to remember her smile If you'll be so kind as to close your eyes You can almost hear her breathing You can almost feel her hair You can almost pictu
Or don't do online relationships, I mean, NO ONE is what they seem, and it's sooooo easy to be whoever you want to. A lot of people are dishonest, and online it's easier for them to pick people out. Avoid making online "relationships" especially avoid getting personal and you won't make any mistakes. Of course if you DO trust someone and DO get screwed over only you can be blamed for believing. t.w.
So it's somewhere around official moving day for me. I of course cannot stay in my apartment until Sunday when my mum brings my furniture down to Morris and then I have a bed. I of course have only packed two boxes here so far: one has half of my clothes (the stuff that is either seasonal or not worn often) and the other one has my movies and some odds and ends. Nothi
Aww... don't mommies rock? PS. Good to hear from you again, Dan.
I got the flu, I am pretty sure. I went to bed at about 2:00 last night, completely sober and without having smoked marijuana ALL day (first time i've accomplished that in a while!!!!). I woke up this morning to my alarm clock that read 7:38 or something like that, and reset my alarm from 6:58 to 7:58. When my alarm went off at seven fifty eight, my first thought was,
Listening to: "Fade Into You" by Mazzy Star, "Have You Ever Seen the Rain" by CCR, "Different Drummer" by Black 47 Wishing I was: -named Mazzy Star -not feeling as shitty/sick as I do right now and that i could just sleep through stupid French class again!!! Feeling: -Sicker than a mother fucker -glad that I downloaded the best song
Song lyrics going through my head: "Only God says jump So I set the time 'Cause if he ever saw it It was through these eyes of mine! And if he ever suffered it was me who did his crying" "it's better to burn out than to fade away" "cause i can't live with or without you" Doing: three or four things at once--writi
Eugh, writing "enjoy it" on a depressing blog seems so fucking condescending I know how you feel. Things in a rut. Stuff isn't working out to your satisfaction. You just can't seem to be "the best" at anything---in fact, you feel pretty mediocre. Right? Well anyway that's a much simplified and happier version of me, but anyhow it does suck, doesn't it? At least we're not
Not too tired without you. gotta be up in three and a half hours. Should go by pretty quickly, shouldn't it? I don't know what the hell to do. I've been something like an emotional recluse today, don't know why, everybody noticed it but it just made me want to cry. Why all this crazy almost crying shit? Perhaps because I feel I am alone, especially, right no
I remember you some days Most days I don't, though Overall I don't remember too much pain I don't remember how bad it hurt when I stepped on that rusty nail (But that was when I wanted Trevor) I only remember the rushing blood Of that and the slice on my finger That is now just a blemish I once cried because of the ugly sc
Oh Jepel!!! I feel like the only one who totally got your article, and that's mostly because I'm of French nationality and even I get shit for being French! Well, not much, thank God, because I'm more Native American than French and that gets most of the attention. I know this one guy (who is pretty closed in all of his opinions, I must add) who is a very big France-basher. Not just the government, but every single human being who has
Lol! Thank you Jepel. that shows how dummy i am ~TW BTW, long time no hear!!! How are you?
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