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A little Blue Around the Edges in Life Journals JoeUser Forums

Standing in front of the mirror, I felt the tears welling to the edges of my eyes. That is when I watched in amazment as my green eyes began to to turn blue at the edges. It made me think, that usually I am a happy person, just lately I have been rough, and blue around the edges. So much has happened, and so much has changed. I know that I should not fight what is happening because there is nothing that I can do for it now. It is in the past, but it was e

Im back in Life Journals JoeUser Forums

I not been writing blogs on here in a long time. So much has happened, so much has changed. I got extremly happy for a long time, and then it all crashed again. BUt that is how life is. I lost Eddie, he became my best friend, we did everything together. He literally cried on my shoulder when his ex broke up with him. Then, I fell in love with him. It was wonderful, and daunting, and horrible in the end. He actually ended our friends

Breaking the Bonds in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

So, I left this site a long time ago, and I was not planing on writing again. But why should I put away my love of writing because noone ever comments back? Or because what they have to say is never what I want to hear? I have decided to say fuck it, this is my article, this is my life. So now it is time to dive.................. but where do I land? My sist

Reply to Finding your own perfection in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

That is a little pig headed dont you think? You wish i could be like you? I really like who I am, I just wish that something positive would happen in my life.

Finding your own perfection in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

I have been trying to make myself perfect for a long time. As some may know, my father performed inappropriate things on some people that were near and dear to me. These people were everything that I loved. Both were my best friends, and I loved each of them differently but the same. Yet, they were in some way more perfect for him in a sick and twisted way. I always w

A Different Kind of Christmas Poem in Poetry JoeUser Forums

The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was C

Reply to Aerial Hunting of Wolves in Alaska in Wildlife JoeUser Forums

Thanks Zoologist03. It means alot to me that there are other people on this sight that care about animals. It means alot to me that we save these defenseless creatures. They have no protection against weapons, so it will take a whole lot of people to save the wolves everywhere. We need to save them all. They say that the tigers will be extinct in the wild in less then two years and that scares me. Tova7, thanks for the comment. Definitly proba

Reply to Aerial Hunting of Wolves in Alaska in Wildlife JoeUser Forums

Thanks, but it isnt even spelled the same! Funny though, because I am about to go out and buy the new Little Mermaid DVD!

Reply to Aerial Hunting of Wolves in Alaska in Wildlife JoeUser Forums

All I want is for them to have a fair chance at fighting back. What they are doing is running them until they are exhausted then the wolves fall into the snow and they get out and shoot them. How is that fair? I would have no problem if it were a fair hunt.

Aerial Hunting of Wolves in Alaska in Wildlife JoeUser Forums

I was doing some research and I came across one of the most gruesome things that I have ever heard of. In Alaska they are allowing people to fly small helicopters around to chase down wolves and then shoot them at point blank range. I am not going to write alot, but I am going to copy and past the article and then the sit name. I am doind my part to sace them, and now

Just to let you know. in Writing JoeUser Forums

So here I am, I am finally back to a state where I can update my blog. I have had a lot of stuff going on lately. But this blog is going to be about other stuff. I realized that I fell in love for the first time. But my question is that can we actually love someone who does not love you in return. We were friends for a long time, but I never got over him. He

Reply to Hezbollah Claims "Victory" in Current Events JoeUser Forums

I think that all of the bad stuff in the world is not worth talking about because there is nothing that you can do about any of it anyway. So why waste your time talking about it.

Reply to The path to being happy in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

Moderateman that is the most amazing thing that anyone has ever said to me. thank you for that. I know that everything will work out in the end it is just hard to keep positive. Because I have not been happy now for so long. What is funny is that I stuck my neck out there hopping for the best and it got sliced in half! aloha

Reply to My Ball! in Blogging JoeUser Forums

I know, it is just a pain having to wait so long before I can meet him! Aloha Thanks trin, I loved the comment! it made my day!

Reply to A moving (in more ways than one!) tribute to a lost son..and in War on Terror JoeUser Forums

This is the most amazing thing that I have ever read, my father was a Marine for 17 years he served in the first Gulf War. I am grateful that he made it home. I will always have this woman and her family on my mind! Aloha

My Ball! in Blogging JoeUser Forums

I walked through the doors, nothing but making one person jealous in mind. I had on a floor length navy blue dress, with a lot of crynlon underneath. I had my hair bobbie pinned up, and curled in little ringlettes. I must say, I have never felt so beautiful in my life. I found a table at the back, and I watched as everyone was dancing pathetically. I watched

Reply to Why!?! in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

August, I dont care anymore, because there is nothing we can say that is going to go back in time and change any of this. And I am not going to rip your life apart because I know that it feels like shit when you are told that the majoruty of what you have done is wrong, and how much it has hurt everyone in your life! But when you are ready to talk in person/ on the phone you know where I live, and I am ready. Aloha

Reply to Why!?! in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

Thans Trin, I really love what you said, and I am going to start living happier because I do not give a fuck anymore about anything. I cant do anything about the way things are going, and I see how it is now that i am gone. I will try to call you soon, because we need to talk. I love you for being so understanding! Aloha

Reply to Why!?! in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

Thank you Gideon, you are an amazing guy and mabye one day we can meet in person. I really love that you are so caring. You are definitly one in a million. Thanks! Aloha

Reply to Why!?! in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

August neither do I, and I really want things to work. But unlike you guys I cant just tell him how I feel, and I wish I could but I just cant. THat is not the kind of person that I am, and I really hate that. Please forgive me for that. If I knew why I just clamed up then I would fix it, but I do not, and I dont understand why I can say it all online either. But that is just the way that I work, it is easier to say it on paper or online than to someon

Reply to Why!?! in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

Do you guys think that you are not going to fight with mom alot too! You dont want living with such an ass hole, but what about me? I wasnt mad, I was just hurt that you guys did it at the apartment when I had no where to go!!! Tell me one thing that I have done that was not to make everyone else happy, because I can not think of one thing! I am sorry that I do not freak out in front of dad, I will make sure that I do that more often so that he sees al

Reply to Why!?! in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

August, first of all was it not you who said that it would be better for all of us if I moved out? Was that not what you said? You know why I hang out with dad sooo much is because he thinks that all of you hate him because you guys rarely called him after he had his surgery. Why don't you guys not say things like it will be better for our relationship, it will be better for mom, it will bebetter for dad. If it is going to make all of you guys happ

Why!?! in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

I know that I promised for my next blog to be happier, but it is soooo hard for it to be happy! Everyone in my house asked me if I would move out, and move in with my dad. Which I do not want to move in with my dad, I am very uncomfortable when it is just me and him. But I guess that if it makes everyone else happy then it is the right thing to do? I dont know, I feel

Reply to Even Then in Classic JoeUser Forums

Trin, you need to call me I want to know about this whole Germany thing! Eddie is suppossed to be coming by the house in a little bit, and I am going to give him the poem that I wrote him. I am really scared about how he will react, but I will let you know, if you call me! Aloha

Reply to The path to being happy in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

Thank you Gideon, you are right I do seem to have a stronger support system in Texas. I have nothing to lose, except mabye a few hundred dollars of moving cost, and a job. But they are both replacable! Aloha