Valentines Day!
The loniest hours of my life...:P
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Well, now that I finished writing my intro. Might as well write some more! *sarcastic* That's so me, sarcastic, I mean!
Well, it's Valentines Day where I am! Yup, it's 12:31 A.M.! I consider Valentines Day the loniest hours of my life. Basically because I've never recieved a Valentine from any guy friends only my 'girl' friends. In case you haven't noticed yet, yes, I am a girl. And I'm 14 and have yet to receive a Valentine Card from a boy. Very sad, I know. I even have a 'boyfriend'. Yeah right, like he's nice to me any more. Okay, even though I don't know you I have to tell you all this. Well, Oct. 31 (Halloween) I had to go to an Away Football Game for Marching band. And this tuba player was there too (obviously). And I was sitting kinda by him because Sousaphones are cool man! And he's like talking to me and sitting by me and everything. And when the game's almost over he says he likes me, and I was so shocked. I didn't really even know him that well because he was a Junior, and, hello! Flute, tuba, flute, tuba. I don't know about you but I see a HUGE difference there. Low Brass, Highest Woodwind...hmmm...So, you get the picture that I never really 'knew' him. So, after a few days of talking to him, I got to know him and found out some things about him and I liked him too. Not, like, LIKE him like I'm in love with him. But, I think I convinced myself I liked him, you know, because he's the first guy that ever liked me that told me. Well, after a few months (2) he asked me out. And, of course I said yes, for what I now realize I have 3 reasons for. 1.) He's got the best smile in the world. 2.) I'm a nice person and when someone asks me for something (even to go out), unless I absolute, totally, truly hate the person, I 'have' to say 'yes'. I can't explain it. And, 3.) Because he was the first guy who asked me out and I was somewhat afraid that I was never going to get a boyfriend and I was still 'convinced' I liked him. So, the weeks went by, and he called me 'almost' every night. And we went to the movies ONCE! And that was even 'before' he asked me out. And one day his home phone just went DEAD! I mean it disconnected, and I tried calling his cell phone and he would either not answer it or ignored it the whole freaking winter break! I mean, there was no communication between me and him for liek 3-4 weeks! or more! So, I started not to trust him. I started not to know him. And, I started not to like him in the way I had been forcing myself to like him in. So, after that I started talking to him in the hallways and asking him why he won't call me and every time he had a good excuse (well, his grandmother got breast cancer.). But, I mean, shouldn't you still call your GIRLFRIEND for crying out loud!? So, he hasn't asked me back to the movies. He tells me that I've been mean to him when really all I'm doing is doing what he does to me. I don't want to be the one who has to approach him to talk to him or anything, because I'm very old-fashioned. Which means, I think guys should ask girls out, to go to the movies, dinner, whatever! He's still very good friends with his 'ex-girlfriend'. I'm serious about this, they are never apart. I can't see him without seeing her. And it's not like I don't like her or anything but, hey! I would like some time to myself with my man to tell him that he better start talking to me and calling me or else it's over because the last time I talked to him he said this, 'I'm not talking to you, you're being mean to me.' And, he was sarcastic, of course, all us band people are that way, but still! PUH-LEASE! I'M being mean to him!?!?!? I'm the one that isn't saying a word because I'm a nice person who hates to hurt people's feelings and he's always around his ex- so I never get to tell him anything! I'm so glad I have my real friends in band, which I told them this same thing to, and they all think I just shouldn't talk to him and just ignore him and UGH! I'M SO MAD NOW! And, I was expecting him to at least give me something for Valentines Day or something, but I didn't get a carnation at school today when they were handing them out. No card, no chocolate, not a single flower. I doubt he'll even call me today. Whenever it's the weekend I almost never leave home because I'm 'hopeless devoted' to him, but he never calls, but then (and this is the great part) when I show up to school on Monday he always says, 'what's up? i called you all day Saturday and Sunday but you weren't home.' Please, don't say that anymore it's getting old. So, I'm just going to go shopping this balentines day and reward myself for my well hard-worked for A in Biology and get a Tall Brownie Frappacino at Starbucks, and sit in the mall alone on valentines day. I remain un-valentined...
Well, it's Valentines Day where I am! Yup, it's 12:31 A.M.! I consider Valentines Day the loniest hours of my life. Basically because I've never recieved a Valentine from any guy friends only my 'girl' friends. In case you haven't noticed yet, yes, I am a girl. And I'm 14 and have yet to receive a Valentine Card from a boy. Very sad, I know. I even have a 'boyfriend'. Yeah right, like he's nice to me any more. Okay, even though I don't know you I have to tell you all this. Well, Oct. 31 (Halloween) I had to go to an Away Football Game for Marching band. And this tuba player was there too (obviously). And I was sitting kinda by him because Sousaphones are cool man! And he's like talking to me and sitting by me and everything. And when the game's almost over he says he likes me, and I was so shocked. I didn't really even know him that well because he was a Junior, and, hello! Flute, tuba, flute, tuba. I don't know about you but I see a HUGE difference there. Low Brass, Highest Woodwind...hmmm...So, you get the picture that I never really 'knew' him. So, after a few days of talking to him, I got to know him and found out some things about him and I liked him too. Not, like, LIKE him like I'm in love with him. But, I think I convinced myself I liked him, you know, because he's the first guy that ever liked me that told me. Well, after a few months (2) he asked me out. And, of course I said yes, for what I now realize I have 3 reasons for. 1.) He's got the best smile in the world. 2.) I'm a nice person and when someone asks me for something (even to go out), unless I absolute, totally, truly hate the person, I 'have' to say 'yes'. I can't explain it. And, 3.) Because he was the first guy who asked me out and I was somewhat afraid that I was never going to get a boyfriend and I was still 'convinced' I liked him. So, the weeks went by, and he called me 'almost' every night. And we went to the movies ONCE! And that was even 'before' he asked me out. And one day his home phone just went DEAD! I mean it disconnected, and I tried calling his cell phone and he would either not answer it or ignored it the whole freaking winter break! I mean, there was no communication between me and him for liek 3-4 weeks! or more! So, I started not to trust him. I started not to know him. And, I started not to like him in the way I had been forcing myself to like him in. So, after that I started talking to him in the hallways and asking him why he won't call me and every time he had a good excuse (well, his grandmother got breast cancer.). But, I mean, shouldn't you still call your GIRLFRIEND for crying out loud!? So, he hasn't asked me back to the movies. He tells me that I've been mean to him when really all I'm doing is doing what he does to me. I don't want to be the one who has to approach him to talk to him or anything, because I'm very old-fashioned. Which means, I think guys should ask girls out, to go to the movies, dinner, whatever! He's still very good friends with his 'ex-girlfriend'. I'm serious about this, they are never apart. I can't see him without seeing her. And it's not like I don't like her or anything but, hey! I would like some time to myself with my man to tell him that he better start talking to me and calling me or else it's over because the last time I talked to him he said this, 'I'm not talking to you, you're being mean to me.' And, he was sarcastic, of course, all us band people are that way, but still! PUH-LEASE! I'M being mean to him!?!?!? I'm the one that isn't saying a word because I'm a nice person who hates to hurt people's feelings and he's always around his ex- so I never get to tell him anything! I'm so glad I have my real friends in band, which I told them this same thing to, and they all think I just shouldn't talk to him and just ignore him and UGH! I'M SO MAD NOW! And, I was expecting him to at least give me something for Valentines Day or something, but I didn't get a carnation at school today when they were handing them out. No card, no chocolate, not a single flower. I doubt he'll even call me today. Whenever it's the weekend I almost never leave home because I'm 'hopeless devoted' to him, but he never calls, but then (and this is the great part) when I show up to school on Monday he always says, 'what's up? i called you all day Saturday and Sunday but you weren't home.' Please, don't say that anymore it's getting old. So, I'm just going to go shopping this balentines day and reward myself for my well hard-worked for A in Biology and get a Tall Brownie Frappacino at Starbucks, and sit in the mall alone on valentines day. I remain un-valentined...