Sure Enough, Something Will Come From This

from JoeUser Forums
Ok, most of you won't get this. But I'm going to go ahead and say what I please right now. I'm not really depressed, but not happy right now. I really can't discribe how I feel. It's a really weird feeling. I feel nausiated(sp?), excited, tired, dreamy, and a lot of other things. I've been thinking. Everyone's been kinda teasing me how I don't have a boyfriend. Seriously, it's getting really old now. At first it was rather funny, but now it's just not. I don't think any of my friends on here have took part in that, but others have. Yeah it gets boring not having a guy in my life, but i learn to live with it. Things will come and go. I some people are accusing me of liking this guy at my chruch, who's name is Joseph, or Joe for short. I really seriously don't like this kid. He's cocky and stuck up. Stupid little freshman too! But now people say that he likes me and I really don't care if he does b/c i don't like him! Then just today one of my friends sent an email to one of the guys I think is cute and stuff, but I really don't think I'd date him. Well, i really got mad. but i didn't say anything. Everyone thought it was funny. But I really didn't. If I want a guy to know I like him then I'll tell them myself. Just ask Brandon about that. I really didn't want that guy to know. Oh and if you're wondering, it was Patrick who they emailed. I'm sure by now people know I have a crush on Christian. Nothing huge though. Then there's Brandon. I actually do think I don't like him that way anymore. I'm cured! hehe. No offense Brandon. There is this other guy who I recently started liking too. But nobody knows. I think I'm going to keep it that way until I feel I should tell him. B/c everytime I tell people they tell others after saying they won't, then soon enough it gets around to that guy when i don't want him to know. I hate that. Urgh! I'm sorry, I just cant' stand it. I'm not giving any clues to anyone either. If you guess right, guess what........I'M NOT GOING TO TELL YOU NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE. EVEN IF YOU'RE MY BESTEST FRIEND IN THIS WHOLE WIDE WORLD. Ok, glad I got that out. sorry if i sound rather bitchy here. but things have been hectec if you've been over to acguild and you go to my school. It's putting me in a mood I've never felt before. So I'm sorry for everything, all this inconvience(sp?). Well toodles for now!

~carebear~
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Reply #1 from JoeUser Forums Top
Heh, another crush? Whew...you sure do rack'em up don't you? Well, whatever makes you happy I suppose....

~Zoo
Reply #2 from JoeUser Forums Top
No right now, I only like I think three guys. So, that's not a lot. I really don't like brandon like that anymore.

~carebear~
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Reply #3 from JoeUser Forums Top
But you have more than one? That's the part I don't get. There's should only be ONE.

Capt. over and out!
Reply #4 from JoeUser Forums Top
What is there to get about it? You should be able to keep your options open as long as you're single. And I am. Ok, one of the guys I actually like. The other two really, I just have one of those little "crushes" on them. It's a girl thing. That's probably why you don't understand. Almost all girls are this way. I've never seen a girl that's not.

~carebear~
Reply #5 from JoeUser Forums Top
Okay well i would say i don't have more than one crush at a time, but um the last time i had a crush was on brandon, but i had a boyfriend so does that count ash? hmmmm....
Reply #6 from JoeUser Forums Top
I guess it could count Sarah.

~carebear~