I've been a writer for only about four years.. Which might explain to some of you why my grammer and spelling is so poor...
Im writing you because I want you to know who the true me is... I'm not one to decieve, or try to obatin something for nothing.. yes, your right! I did download 50 mg of your art! But! With the frame of mind, that I thought I was paid up, and could browse till my hearts desired. I dont remember anymore who it was that I left comments with. But I"ll tell you, it would tickle me to death to do what you people are doing! It truly does amaze me! I hoped one day, I could get lessons, and find out how to do it, and maybe add a few of my own to the pot.. However as it stands no..
And I'll tell you why.. It's not just because of the comments I got today, and the previous days. But Im afraid that I will not teach my daughter the right thing by saying.. ?OK, we were wrong and you were right" I was trying to find the one comment that I seen. Where one of you yelled because you think my daughter isn't smart enough to know what is really going on here.. That she has been read the "Threds" that you call them.. And not know to some extent what the deal is here..
I'm going to tell you! And yes I'm Biased ... But I take pride in saying that my 1o yr old, can understand things what some 40 yr olds don't. No she's not a genious.. But she's definately not stupid. She knows what's going on here... And frankly im proud of her for that. yes! She did tell me to delete all of the stuff I had downloaded for her.. And I did... It's all gone along with my windowblinds program.. I have no use for it now... And Im ok with that.. I really am! Besides my computer might run better anyhow..
I wanted to leave you with something... I wrote a poem, that I dedicated to my beloved Wife, who is not with us any longer due to cancer. It's called " 'Till The End of Forever"
'Til the End of Forever
Whisper my name, give me your grace. Give me
your love, and take me from this place. Let
us slip away without a trace. My eyes
capture all your emotion. Our love so grand
it could fill the deepest ocean. The hour is
here, let us not miss our chance, and lose
out on this romance. Our time to journey is
now, there's nothing to fear. With you in my
arms, heaven is here. "I love you so", are the
words breathed in your ear. Our love is
real and everlasting, and I hope it to be
with each days passing. With the fading time
our youth runs out. Let us not forget what
this love was all about. Take my hand, and
draw me nearer. My hands pressed together.
Praying our love will last:
"'Til the End of Forever"
I am as honest a person that you can run into.. I'm not in the least bit perfect, and I'm just as Fallible as the rest of you .... I've learned a lesson here... I hope that if any of you end up in the shoes that I wear.. "And I pray that you don't" But if you do, then you will have known what it was like to wear these shoes..
I hope that your works take you somewhere.. You deserve that much! You people are wizards of art! And you SHOULD be noticed for it. But unfortunatly.. This site, could very possibly keep you from achieving that
dream.
Im not angry anymore.. I'm just hurt I guess... I truly loved this site, and the works that you did... But I'm afraid that if I were to come back, I would go against what I stand for... And I can't show that infront of my daughter... You see, She means the world to me.. And I have to bring her up, with strong values. Life isn't easy lady's and Gentleman... I think you ALL would agree with me on that.. NO?
God Bless you ALL.. And the best of luck with your art, and future Endevours...... Gimp...