It's not easy being.
Contemplation of random suckitude, vol. 1.
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What's wrong with me?
I seem to have incredibly bad karma (or whatever you'd call it). I can't do anything right, I always end up fucking something up, pissing someone off, or just generally feeling as though I have no use or purpose whatsoever.
Alright, quit yer whinin', you'd say. Stop feeling so sorry for yourself.
Whatever. I don't know. Tell me something good. I hear SO many people saying "cheer up, it'll get better." Yeah, well WHEN THE FUCK IS IT GOING TO GET BETTER?!?
Sorry. I know part of it has to do with my willingness to change my situation. Point is I don't know how. I've tried just about everything (meditation, relaxation, the Atkins Diet, astrology, numerology, exercise, therapy, even religion). I try to comprehend people but people and I just don't seem to see eye to eye half the time. I never had many friends growing up because I was always, well, different. I've spent a lot of time soul searching about this, especially in the last few years.
I won't waste much time with this rather pointless article because it'd just end up being me pouring my heart and soul out on the 'net, and nobody wants to read that. Maybe I'll get lucky and nobody will read this. I'm not crying for (or asking for) help. I just needed somewher to get some of these feelings out. Why on a public blog site where people can read it? I have no fucking clue. It was there. I was here. Whatever.
Go read one of my other articles. They're much better than this one.
I seem to have incredibly bad karma (or whatever you'd call it). I can't do anything right, I always end up fucking something up, pissing someone off, or just generally feeling as though I have no use or purpose whatsoever.
Alright, quit yer whinin', you'd say. Stop feeling so sorry for yourself.
Whatever. I don't know. Tell me something good. I hear SO many people saying "cheer up, it'll get better." Yeah, well WHEN THE FUCK IS IT GOING TO GET BETTER?!?
Sorry. I know part of it has to do with my willingness to change my situation. Point is I don't know how. I've tried just about everything (meditation, relaxation, the Atkins Diet, astrology, numerology, exercise, therapy, even religion). I try to comprehend people but people and I just don't seem to see eye to eye half the time. I never had many friends growing up because I was always, well, different. I've spent a lot of time soul searching about this, especially in the last few years.
I won't waste much time with this rather pointless article because it'd just end up being me pouring my heart and soul out on the 'net, and nobody wants to read that. Maybe I'll get lucky and nobody will read this. I'm not crying for (or asking for) help. I just needed somewher to get some of these feelings out. Why on a public blog site where people can read it? I have no fucking clue. It was there. I was here. Whatever.
Go read one of my other articles. They're much better than this one.