What Does It Mean.../Addiction
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What does it mean to feel this way?
How much of it has to do with the fear
of rejection
Because I can't accept the word no
So I attach myself to inanimate objects
That fuck me over 10 million,
20 million and a life time
Worse than being alone.
But now I have to be alone
And a drug addict
too??
Those are pretty shitty results.
But I can't handle the thought
To try without being high
And when I am high
I don't want to try.
But it doesn't mean I don't have feelings,
It just means I can't risk
showing them.
Or trying.
Does this make any sense?
Does it explain cocaine dreams
and crank cravings
beyond just the physical
Addiction?
How much of it has to do with the fear
of rejection
Because I can't accept the word no
So I attach myself to inanimate objects
That fuck me over 10 million,
20 million and a life time
Worse than being alone.
But now I have to be alone
And a drug addict
too??
Those are pretty shitty results.
But I can't handle the thought
To try without being high
And when I am high
I don't want to try.
But it doesn't mean I don't have feelings,
It just means I can't risk
showing them.
Or trying.
Does this make any sense?
Does it explain cocaine dreams
and crank cravings
beyond just the physical
Addiction?