Finding solace in a brush...
As some of you may have guessed, I haven't been to happy of late. Things around here haven't been easy; living together after a year apart has been harder than either my husband or I imagined or expected.
I've been looking for a constructive way to release some of the tension and stress I've been under. It's been more than meditation can handle, and yoga is out of the question because my back's been pretty unstable. Reading is fine, and I've been doing a lot of that, and I've been knitting - but that got a bit old because I can do that without really thinking about it. I needed to find something that absorbed me and kept my hands busy at the same time.
I've always dabbled with tole painting, and decided to pick it up again after I found half a dozen mason jars for $1.50 at the thrift store. I'm painting saltbox scenes on them...it's a form of American Folk art, also known as primitive art. Basically it hails from the years when people didn't have any money with which to decorate their homes, so they had to make do with what they had. Quite often you'll see pieces of old barn board painted with a country scene, and sometimes sack-cloth material hand stitched by someone into a dolly or embroidered with a design. The designs are simple, folk-y (obviously) but have a certain 'je ne sais quoi' to them...I find them very appealing.
And theraputic. My stress levels are dropping, and I'm happier all around. I painted a welcome sign for my mother, I'm in the process of making one for my MIL, and I'm halfway through a Mason jar (I'm going to fill it with potpourri when it's done and probably give that way as well). There's an Artisan show going on next month at the community center on base, and I have been advised that I should enter a piece. I don't think I will....that would make it not-so-much-fun for me, there'd be that competitive edge to it and I think it would detract from the solace I'm finding in it.
I ordered some oil paints and a canvas today. I think I'm going to try my hand with that medium next, and freehand/brush how I'm feeling rather than try to make a painting that resembles something.
I like this.....I really like this.