Depression not leaving so soon after all....
Shesh!
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Ok. So I thought I was out of depression. Well I guess not. It has started back up today. I thought today was going to be a great day! Well at least it started out that way. First period in history I got back a test we'd taken and got a perfect score on it. It made me very happy!!! Then I took a test in Geometry today and felt like I did a good job. So everything seemed to be going great. Lunch was good too. But hey, who doesn't like food?! lol. Well I asked Brandon if he knew if he was aloud to go to homecoming with me. I still got the same, I don't know. He said he might have a family reunion that day, but doesn't know if he's going to go to it or not. So I was just like, "ok."
So then 6th period Ag Science class was a total blast! I was trying to use the router and i knocked the blade or w/e it is off. hehe. And I like almost cut my finger off on the table saw!! But it was funny. 7th per. was ok, but it was spanish and we're reviewing from last year. So it's pretty boring. Then 8th per. This is what really turned my perfect day into a horrible day. We have band 8th per. and Brandon is in band with me. As well as all the freaking girls that I really dislike that are obsessed with him. So It's like i dont even exsist to him when they're there. He doesnt talk to me or anything. I went to go up to him and talk to him and one of the girls just pulled him away and walked off with him. Now that really ticked me off big time!
Hum....Im wondering if Brandon saw this stuff I've been putting on here about being depressed, what would he think? How would he feel knowing he's been "breaking" my heart for the last month and a half or so. Would he feel bad? Maybe he already knows? I dunno, just a thought!
~carebear~
So then 6th period Ag Science class was a total blast! I was trying to use the router and i knocked the blade or w/e it is off. hehe. And I like almost cut my finger off on the table saw!! But it was funny. 7th per. was ok, but it was spanish and we're reviewing from last year. So it's pretty boring. Then 8th per. This is what really turned my perfect day into a horrible day. We have band 8th per. and Brandon is in band with me. As well as all the freaking girls that I really dislike that are obsessed with him. So It's like i dont even exsist to him when they're there. He doesnt talk to me or anything. I went to go up to him and talk to him and one of the girls just pulled him away and walked off with him. Now that really ticked me off big time!
Hum....Im wondering if Brandon saw this stuff I've been putting on here about being depressed, what would he think? How would he feel knowing he's been "breaking" my heart for the last month and a half or so. Would he feel bad? Maybe he already knows? I dunno, just a thought!
~carebear~
j/k Ah, I love messin' with you.....but, as I've said before....be more aggressive in your pursuit of that hunk of man we call Brandon(Damn that sounded gay didn't?....well, it was meant to be) I don't think he has any real interest in these girls.....so, just chill....he's different so you have to kind of play it as you see it....