Is My Depression Giving Pitty?

Soothing.....

from JoeUser Forums
Wow, seems like in the past couple of days things have been quite rough for me! But right now I think I'm fine. I think the depression cloud has left once again. Although I'm still showing symptoms of depression, I'm not feeling like I'm depressed. Maybe that's a good thing. But I sure do feel a heck of a lot better right now.

So, I think I told all of you how I asked Brandon to homecoming right? I think I did. But anyways......He told me he doesn't know if he's allowed going yet. But if he is then he's pretty much going to go with me. That makes me happy. I'm pretty sure his mom will let him go. I mean come on, this kid is friggin spoiled! lol. So yeah, I'm happy to know that he'd go with me if he's allowed. But hopefully I get an answer soon. Because there is that chance that he's not allowed to go, so if he's not allowed to go, i think I might have somebody in mind that would want to go with me. But none of you know him on here or anywhere for that matter. He goes to my church.

So yeah, things are going good so far. But I'm just stressed that I might slip back into depression if something bad happens. Who knows? I'm also stressed out about having to lose some weight in like a week and a half, if I'm going to fit into a dress that I've had here since like 7th grade when we had a formal dance. I gotta lose at least maybe anywhere from 5-10lbs to fit in it. So hopefully I will! Wish me luck!

~carebear~
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Reply #1 from JoeUser Forums Top
well whaddya know . . . where's my prize? Oh, I know what it is . . . I landed on the blog of a sweet, funny, articulate blogger with strong points whore tendencies.

I'm glad to hear that things are looking up a bit for you, carebear.
Reply #2 from JoeUser Forums Top
Glad to hear you are feeling better, Carebear!

I was watching a show on depression the other night and it was very informative....though I am a little tired now and don't have the brain capacity to
run through the whole show....I thought I might suggest something....
You may already have one but I think it would be a good idea to keep a (handwritten) journal and when you start to feel depressed...write how you are feeling in your journal so you can get to know the warning signs that you are headed on the decline to a depressive mood.
Also....if you still constantly find times when you are overwhelmed and feel there is nothing to live for take yourself and your Depression Diary to a doctor....choose a female Dr if it makes you feel more comfortable.....and attempt to get a proffessional insight on your situation....you don't have to take drugs or anything just get a little understanding from a medical point of view...it can't hurt...
And have you managed to talk to your mum about it at all yet?
Galactic Civilizations III
Reply #3 from JoeUser Forums Top
#36....now in an hour we'll find out how much the site climbed....
Reply #4 from JoeUser Forums Top
Yup....I made the prize especially for you Texas!

Crusaders~no i haven't talked to my mom. I don't feel comfortable talking to her about all this. And yeah, I have wrote down most of these things too.

Gideon~ Yes, #36!! And in and hour, site check!

~carebear~