Save the best for last?

from JoeUser Forums
It's funny. She almost always knows when there's something up with me. And it's always her that I'm thinking about when she asks me that question. I always say "No. Everything's fine thanks" and mentally poke myself in the eye thinking I probably just missed the perfect opportunity. Again.

Is it that obvious? Do I look like I'm off with the fairies? Do I look at her more often or just differently when I'm thinking "You are SO rocking my world right now!"?

I know I'm much more quiet than usual when I'm deep in thought about something. When I think about the future, my hopes, her dreams, how much I want to exceed her every expectation, how i'll ever get past that point of trying to protect my heart by trying to hide my feelings and second-guessing my actions toward her, feeling like she only knows some parts of me. Should I save the best till last?

I have all the time in the world. I could wait 7 lifetimes if I needed to.... but what if I wait too long?
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Reply #1 from JoeUser Forums Top
I dont understand you, not at all !
Reply #2 from JoeUser Forums Top
That's ok... I have a tough time understanding myself sometimes so i'm not surprised you're having trouble! I suppose it's a fairly complicated situation that i'm in and it's difficult to explain to people who aren't involved in some way.

Often, the best things in life never come easily. That certainly applies to me.
Ashes of the Singularity II
Reply #3 from JoeUser Forums Top
I'd call seven lifetimes a bit too long of a wait.
Just make up your mind that next time she asks you'll say something along the lines of what you're actually thinking.