Am I Dreaming?/HELP PLEASE!!!

*~~~Nightmares from the local Incubus~~~*

And for those who don't know what a Incubus is, no it's not the band. It's a spirit that brings on nightmares. I don't really believe in a spirit like that but I though it was interesting.
But anyways, the title. Lately I've been feeling as if everything is a dream, I mean, I know the difference between a dream and reality but it seems like all the stuff I'm going through isn't happening. I know it sounds weird but I've been feeling that lately, and if this is a dream-it's a f**king nightmare.
Also, in other news, Henry hasn't called me in like more than a week-since last Thursday and now it's next Friday. I'm getting very worried but lately I've been feeling as if he's near me somehow. My head just isn't ok right now. I'm worried about him and I also feel him. Maybe he got in trouble and is grounded, he could be out of town(yeah ok...without telling me..ok buddy), he could be sick, he could have some phone difficulties at home? It could be anything! But I can't be worrying too much because last night I broke down and it wasn't pretty. I got to control myself somehow, I'm seriously about to lose it worrying about Henry-and he's probably fine.
So I'll go before something happens to the computer...
*~XoXoXoxOxOxO~*

PS: If anyone reading this could give me any web sites for a person(me) who's severely depressed and thinks she's nothing, please give me web sites. PLEASE EMAIL ME AT: Email
I NEED THE HELP!!! Thankx!


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Reply #1 Top
http://www.occultopedia.com/i/incubus.htm

a incubus isn't a being that brings nightmares, it's a fallen angel that fell from grace and becomes a demon that women (or men) take as lovers.
Reply #2 Top
http://www.pitt.edu/~dash/nightmare.html

after searching, this is probably what is it instead. Helpful link that will give you background on it, called a Night-mare.