Holding Steady
Well, Sort of...
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So, another day, another few steps in the dance of life. It was a pleasant enough day at work, but I started a detailed project late in the day, and kept messing up the details. I'll have to redo some of it tomorrow, but will tackle it first thing in the morning when i am fresh. I hate it when i mess up. It's much better to do it right from the start. Just have to remember detail work should be done in the morning.
I fear i may have messed up elsewhere too. Sometimes it seems like being my honest self is, well, not the best idea. I am just most humbly myself, and try to be open and real and square. Unfortunately, my flaws just seem to hang out there all large, ugly and repulsive when i do that. I try to keep a positive attitude about myself, to keep trying to find a real and actual romance, to keep focused on constructive activities. Mostly, i succeed. Not today tho. Today i took a shot where i would much rather have had a welcome mat. I won't give up tho.
Too stubborn for that i guess
I'll just keep hoping and trying, and dreaming of manly arms holding me and tender kisses spinning my head around. It's been way too long since i've tasted loves sweetness. Early April? Wonder if i'll get there again before the leaves turn?
Right now, and whenever i can, i enjoy my lovely daughter... Who was very sweet today. What a dear girl.
I fear i may have messed up elsewhere too. Sometimes it seems like being my honest self is, well, not the best idea. I am just most humbly myself, and try to be open and real and square. Unfortunately, my flaws just seem to hang out there all large, ugly and repulsive when i do that. I try to keep a positive attitude about myself, to keep trying to find a real and actual romance, to keep focused on constructive activities. Mostly, i succeed. Not today tho. Today i took a shot where i would much rather have had a welcome mat. I won't give up tho.
Too stubborn for that i guess
I'll just keep hoping and trying, and dreaming of manly arms holding me and tender kisses spinning my head around. It's been way too long since i've tasted loves sweetness. Early April? Wonder if i'll get there again before the leaves turn?Right now, and whenever i can, i enjoy my lovely daughter... Who was very sweet today. What a dear girl.