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So the band, Dead Poetic, they're good, yeah? They rock. Theyre really good. Like really really good. Like really really really good. I gotta get there new 2004 release, New Medicines. I've already downloaded a few tracks from purevolume. Their music..its ungodly. Its so awesome. and also, anyone heard of Underoath? Normal Like You? the'yre also good. So yeah, anyone wanna help me pay for the cd? Im poor, again.
My boyfriend is still neglecting me. I dont know why im so nice to him. Why do i bother to be so nice to everyone when they just step all over me. Arent i pathetic. This house is crazy and i think im about to go nuts. Summer school bites. Yes it does. Im dieing inside, i really am. Why can't i just disappear. As if i have any friends, or a bf that cares. So as i continue to become attached to him..im only setting myself up for more hell later on in the road. Loneliness can drive a girl to some godawful desperate measures. but uhh..on a lighter note, i, err. found a dollar today, yeah, im a spaz, i know.

My boyfriend is still neglecting me. I dont know why im so nice to him. Why do i bother to be so nice to everyone when they just step all over me. Arent i pathetic. This house is crazy and i think im about to go nuts. Summer school bites. Yes it does. Im dieing inside, i really am. Why can't i just disappear. As if i have any friends, or a bf that cares. So as i continue to become attached to him..im only setting myself up for more hell later on in the road. Loneliness can drive a girl to some godawful desperate measures. but uhh..on a lighter note, i, err. found a dollar today, yeah, im a spaz, i know.
